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ramblings of a freelance panentheist {"all things are in God, and God is in all things"} . . . musings on Emergent spirituality, powerlifting, LGBTQueer issues, contemplative prayer, mysticism, cats, music, healing, and more. I like my coffee and my existentialism dark-roasted.

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I'm an LPC (Licensed Professional Counselor), in private practice in Marietta, Georgia. I'm an Episcopagan who is involved in the Emergent Christian conversation. My writings on queer spirituality have been published in Whosoever and several other magazines. I live in a house-in-the-woods (Bear's Hermitage) in Marietta with Leonidas (Lenny) and Guy, Mighty Warrior Cats, and way too many books.


Thursday, January 18, 2007

Credo @ 45


It’s cold outside this morning. Really cold. It reminds me of a cold January seven years ago, when my dear friend Celeste was visiting and we got snowed in at my apartment for the weekend. That was when we both created our websites at Homestead.com, back before the days of blogging. I still maintain that site – WildFaith.com – as well as the website for the Sufi Order of Atlanta, in addition to this blog.

One of the first pages I created for WildFaith was Credo, a “statement of faith” I wrote about ten years ago. Taking a look at that page today, on this frosty morning of my 45th birthday, I find it’s still a pretty accurate summary of my admittedly-eclectic spirituality. If I were to write it today, I would probably toss in a reference to Jesus as Healer, as well as some Sufi language about God as the Divine Beloved. But here it is, in its original form. This is what I believe:

I believe in Creation.

I believe in the water that rushes over the rocks and soaks into the earth, nourishing the trees that give shelter. I believe in the starfire that shines from the sun and warms my skin and causes life to grow. I believe in the plantlife and the minerals that nourish the cells of my body and keep me alive.

I believe in the pulsebeat of love that forces the sap through the trees, that drives the rivers to unite with the oceans, that throbs between two lovers.

I believe in the coolness of water, the heat of flame, the rustle of wind, the sharpness of stone, the moistness of earth, the smooth curve of woman, the firm muscle of man.

I believe in Creation as the source of all healing.
I believe in Beauty as a gateway to Truth.

I believe in Creation and so I believe in a Creator.
I believe in divine creativity, the Lord of the Starfields – the masculine aspects of God who forges life from earth, air, fire, water, and spirit.
I believe in divine wisdom, Sophia – the feminine aspects of God who infuses that life with its own creative dance.

I believe that a Jewish carpenter named Jesus died on a cross and resurrected from the dead – not to pay ransom to a vengeful tribal deity, but to create a morphic field that bridges life and death, matter and spirit, space and time, and to make it possible for others to enter that field.

I celebrate those aspects of all religious traditions and spiritual paths that affirm Creation – and I respectfully decline those aspects which do not.

I believe in the Kingdom of God – a place of union and connectedness that exists deep within us and can be accessed by any of us who open ourselves up to love.

I believe in the Kingdom of God – a place of union and connectedness that exists as a shimmering beacon at the end of time, shaping history, bringing forth order from chaos, illuminating those who are open to being illumined.

I open myself to love, to risk, to joy, to pain. I open myself to healing, to beauty, to truth. I open myself to darkness and to light. I open myself to Creation.

9 Comments:

Blogger Trev Diesel said...

What an amazing expression of faith. I'm in awe of your ability to capture all that you said in words and find your Credo to not only be drenched in beauty, but also very true for myself.

Thanks so much for sharing this...

...and may your day of birth be full of life and love. Happy Birthday!

11:03 AM, January 18, 2007  
Blogger frimmin said...

Happy Birthday, Darrell. And ditto that drenching in beauty and truth that Trev mentioned.

11:57 AM, January 18, 2007  
Blogger molly said...

Happy B-Day, Darrell. Many Beautiful Returns of the Day.

3:43 PM, January 18, 2007  
Blogger chamblee54 said...

Happy Birthday.
I hope you notice that the center three letters of believe is LIE.
I have a post written on this. It compares believe/belief to be here now. Of course, as slack as I am these days, it may be a while before it hits the internet.

5:53 PM, January 18, 2007  
Blogger isaiah said...

Beautiful words- you captured the essence of your heart and soul all those years ago...

Thanks for sharing this with us- and Happy Belated Continuation Day!

PS: Love the new car!

7:35 AM, January 19, 2007  
Blogger Celeste said...

Lots has happened since that icy day of webbuilding. That weekend is still clear in my memory, though. (Tom thought I was trying to get out of work, but there *was* a tree blocking the gate)

I hope you had a great birthday.

7:39 PM, January 19, 2007  
Blogger Celeste said...

p.s. I met you around 10 years ago!

7:40 PM, January 19, 2007  
Blogger Tim said...

Hey Hamza,

I'm a youth worker in England, and in a few weeks team, I'm chairing a discussion on creation vs. theistic evolution with young people.

I thought this sums up the important parts of the story so wonderfully that I'm using it at the event (unless, of course, you object!) to wrap up.

So, I guess I just wanted to thank you for making my life easier.

Cheers :-)

Tim

4:21 PM, January 26, 2007  
Blogger gratefulbear said...

Feel free to use it at your discussion, Tim. I'm honored.

8:00 PM, January 26, 2007  

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